No longer does my smile exist,
I stare into transparent space.
Confusion and desires are present,
Desires for you to relight my face.
No longer do my eyes glisten,
As they're occupied with misery.
A heart once filled; is now pierced,
Bleeding pride and joy into the sea.
No longer do I care for life,
Why bother waiting to see what it holds.
When it doesn’t consume you in inside,
There’s nothing to live for, my soul I've sold.
No longer do I hope for another,
When it's you I need beside me.
Life hurts more than death itself,
Intensity increases, just no one can see.
Can’t focus and I just feel hollow,
I believe in no meaning of presence.
Don’t work without you here with me,
Shamefully dependant, I’ve lost all my essence.
Reminiscing on our nights so very close,
I weep wherever I go with no control.
To contain myself, or smile in truth,
Hiding my feelings I'm no longer whole.
