I don’t know what came over me.
Can’t seem to understand what I’m feeling right now.
You came to me so unexpectedly
and have let myself fall for your charms.
No, what I’m feeling isn’t love.
It’s a feeling of confusion.
What happened between us was beautiful.
No, I don’t regret what happened,
and I wished that it would have been
easier to be around you.
There are times when I just want to
look at your face and feel your warm
embrace in a cold cold night.
Oh how I ache for you every night,
wishing that you were mine.
So, I’ve decided to say goodbye to yesterday,
because I know that you’ll never be mine
and I can never be yours, because we both
know that our hearts already have been claimed.
All I have now is just Memories of Yesterday
for the rest of my life.
I will let go first, because I know that you won’t.
This is for the best and I know that even
though it hurts now, it’ll save us both from
more heart aches.
I know you have more dreams in life and
I’d like you to fulfill it and I don’t want to
be in your way. I know you’ll find the one
that you’ll love truly, and hope that she’ll
do the same.
I wish you happiness and joy in hopes
that you’ll pursue what you want in life.
So, I'll make this goodbye easier for you.
It's going to be hard to resist you when I see you
everyday. And if you see me, and I ignore you, please
don't think that I don't care anymore. I'm doing this
because, I don't want to long for your kisses and warm embrace.
I have to learn not to miss you everyday and I can't pretend
that it'll be easy to forget you.
I know that when you leave in April, you will forget me, and
move on with your life, and I wouldn’t expect anything in return.
This is my closure for both of us, and I will not look back at
what we had, because they are just memories from the past. |