I tried to take my life,
Nobody even cared,
Said It was for attention,
But I was only scared,
Swallowed 14 tiny pills,
Then had a little think,
Of the people it would hurt,
I wanted to have a drink,
Then I just wanted to die,
And that was a true fact,
All those people ignored me,
And they said it was an act,
How can I lie about my feelings,
That is something I will not do,
I am sorry I am not perfect,
Sorry I am not like you,
I am grateful I did not die that day,
For I am worth so much more,
If you will not help me through it,
Then I hate you - that is for sure,
I am only a normal person,
Trapped in a life of pain,
Maybe if you loved me,
I would learn to smile again.
Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi |
