I wish I can tell you how much you mean to me and how much this is killing me. How days, weeks, months go by without us talking and you don’t even seem to care. Or whenever we do talk, it’s more of an argument or it just dies after 2 minutes. I try to act like this isn’t bothering me… but I thought you, out of all people, would be able to realize that. Or have you, but you just don’t want to talk about it. You’ve always been one of the people that would ALWAYS be by my side, no matter what. You knew how to cheer me up or make me forget about everything. You used to call me, and actually want to see me on the weekends. Now, I can barely get a “hello” on msn. What has changed? What did I do to completely disappear from your life? I know you may have been going through some tough times as well, but what ever happen to coming to me to talk about it. I just wish things would go back to how they once were, when both of us were happy. When all you wanted to do was see me and you would never take that smile off when I was with you. Those times were great and I wouldn’t change them for anything in this world.
