I wish I could speed up time,in away to see my future and to forget about my pass and to move on to something new.. Because I'm not getting anywere if I hold on anymore.. I think I'll fall apart and break down because all I do is think about you.. It is hard for me not seeing you with me and also hard for me seeing you with another, I can't sleep sometimes because I'm thinking about you hoping someday will be or maybe were not... It's driven me insane not knowing what could of been maybe I should let go, but inside won't let because my heart keep bring me right back to you what should I doim so damnn confuse......
