It was one of the worst times of my life
I had no one
No one to catch me when I would fall
I was alone
Numb in a world full of hate
I felt ugly in a world made up of beautiful angels
No one could see that I was slipping slowly
Drowning in my own tears
Wishing upon every star that I was anywhere but here
I thought that if I were to die,
Everyone would be so much better off
My parents wouldn't have to pay lawyers to fight over me
My ex-boyfriend wouldn't be putting
The barrel of a gun to his temple every night
Because he cheated on me and I dumped him for it
You wouldn't have had to worry
Whether I was going to show up to class the next day
Or if I would be at home in my room
Dead in my own pool of blood
But because you called my cell phone constantly
And showed that you cared,
I'm still here
You showed me the world as it really was
Rather than the distorted images that I had formed in my mind
You taught my heart to love again
After I had sworn that those three words
Would never come out of my mouth again
You said that you loved me for who I was
Scars and all
You told me that I was beautiful
And perfect in every way
You saved me
You are my best friend
Though you're the only person that I can really trust
I just thank God that I'm no longer alone in the world
You're my guardian angel
You told me that you would never let me fall
I love you so much
I never knew that I could feel this way about someone
You are my world,
My love
My everything
