i lay down on the street watching the sky but not being able to see
the rain pouring down apon my face freezing me within
i can't even remember the last time we talked..
it seems to long ago to remmeber...
i'm cold and empty without you
i'm falling apart piece by piece trying to keep myself together
people keep telling me "it's gonna be okay"
but is it?
i feel i have no hope left
if you're not in my life then why am i still here?
it makes no sense anymore
i'm crying but you wouldn't be able to tell
not becasue of the rain but because you don't care
i wish you were here for these last moments
i want you to know that i loved you and only you forever
even as i lay here wondering wut will happen, what you'll say, what you'll think of me
i still continue to think...
did u ever even love me?
do you even love me?
what questions that harden my heart
i feel the hole ripping through my lungs agian
i want it all to end and fast so i don't explode painfully
my heart flutters
i hear the sound of tires splashing through rain puddles
i feebly cry out your name
i see headlights...
