i smile so they wont see. i have fun for them. i laugh at things that arent even that funny,all so they wont ask.
what im really doing is hiding the pain that lays beneath my appearance. the pain that is fighting to come out. the painful pain i cant let out cause i might hurt the people i care about.
the pain cant win cause i'll fell like a broken down truck. he wants me to break. he wants me to mess all my life up so i cant live what you call life.
i will win cause that will make him fall apart, and i'll have my revenge.
