I sit across from you during 4th period.
Hoping you would notice me.
Laugh. Smile. Frown. Anything.
Do you know I exist?
Later.. our friendship bonds and i start to crush on you.
you don't know it. and i dont know if you like me either.
notice me please. before i'm broken.
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I get mad at you today for insulting me.
i hack my sister's myspace. i look at yours.
i see your friends. i read your comments.
i'm broken.
hearts. love. who is this other girl?
your girlfriend?
i tear up. now knowing that i can't do it anymore.
i put myself through too many tears crying over you. crying over these kinds of things.
i secretly cry every night. i stopped. because you were still my friend.
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do you know how i feel?
did you know i write about you in my journals?
i think about you everyday. every night.
do you do the same?
do you feel the same way?
i always knew that i... just couldn't be the one you liked.
i looked at the odds. nothing to a million.
i was crazy for thinking for just a second that i could.
so now.
i cry every night. because i know that no other guy will ever be like you.
not even my boyfriend now.
because you win every round. every point.
everything question i throw.
every answer looking just like you.
i love you. mahal na mahal kita.
but you don't know. pero hindi mo alam.
