*I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD LOSE MY MAMA AND ALSO MY BEST FRIEND. I ALWAYS KNEW THAT YOU WAS ONE OF "GOD'S ANGELS" BY HOW MANY LIVES YOU TOUCHED. BUT I SOMETIMES FIND MYSELF WISHING SHE COULD STILL BE HER WITH ME RIGHT BY MY SIDE, BUT I CAN'T COMPETE WITH GOD. WHEN I THINK ABOUT ALL THE PAIN YOU WENT THROUGH I KNOW YOU MADE THE RIGHT DECISION. THE DAY YOU LEFT ME I HAD SO MUCH TO TELL YOU. NOW ON SOME DAYS I FIND MYSELF MAD THAT I COULDN'T SAY THREE WORDS BEFORE YOU MADE THAT ONE LAST DECISION