I see you here right by my side,
the power of your beauty could never hide.
I can’t believe after all this time
I still feel the butterflies fluttering inside.
As I reach for you to bring your warmth near,
I grasp nothing but empty air.
My eyes begin to open and I see your not here,
I must have been dreaming of what was once there.
My heart beating quickly from the dream of your presence,
so fast it hurts and puts my breathing out of balance.
As I lay here alone looking up at the ceiling,
Reality starts to hit and I don't like what I am feeling.
I try to do everything I can to fight it to gain more ambition,
but without your love I find myself struggling to overcome depression.
Trapped emotions inside which I don't want going on,
but inside they will stay having no one to talk to now that my love, my best friend is gone.
I am so sorry for everything, please believe,
if you knew how much I care, you would never want to leave.
I miss you so much, even though you’re just across the hall;
I am so stupid to ever let you fall.
