I have to be strong,
for our kids and you.
Scared of what could happen,
knowing you love me.
I still feel a fear of loosing you.
I know I can do it,
theres no doubt in my mind.
Just afraid you might stop loving me
and leave me blue.
Afraid there will not be a letter nor a phone call.
Not an I love you or I miss you
no words to be heard.
You tell me not to worry,
but its natural.
Afraid tp have a neither little one,
all on my own.
Hoping you'll be thinking of us
when your gone.
I know its not like it was before for me
and if you could be here then you would.
Scared of doing it all alone with the kids to take care of.
I know I can do this,
theres no doubt in my mind.
Just fears that leave me in a blurr.
Not knowing what will happen,
leaves fears all around me.
I love you and Miss you already and your not even gone yet
