|My heart flutters, my face frowns, |
My heart is racing, I fall to the ground.
A smile takes over and yet my eyes fill,
You confuse me so much, and yet I love u still.
My mind wanders, my wound become deep,
Infatuated by you, and yet I'm losing sleep.
My poems flow with no self control,
Everything goes right, and yet it takes its toll.
I dream of you, and yet I end up silent,
So here I am, writing poems to vent.
Deep into my eyes you stare,
Makes me wonder if you really care.
Hold me tight one minute, letting go the next,
You know it’s easy, don’t make it complex.
Pillow soaked in tears, yet smiling when I see you,
Holding my hand, yet you leave me without a clue.
I fear as time goes on you'll fade away,
Give me a chance, just say you'll stay.
I gave you my biggest hopes and dreams,
You know it felt right, I’m as real as it seems.
We only have one life as we hold,
So let your heart chains unfold.
Let me get deep inside your mind,
Give me a chance, to let us intertwine.
I would never hold the negative against you,
As shit happens, you won't see me blue.
As you've given me a chance, to open up to you,
As of my feelings for you have grown too.
I really think we rushed into things,
Now I’ll have to see what my life brings.
You’ve closed up on me and I don’t know what's wrong
You can't do that to me, you know I’m not that strong.
Are you not ready for anything more?
Because you want to let your heart soar?
Or are you truly just insecure of the outcome
And of what I would happen and what I would become?
As you can see, I’m wrapped in a blur,
Uncertainty of what will possibly occur.
Everything between was so great a few weeks ago,
Until that stupid night, that’s ruined everything we've known.
No one ever gives me a chance at all,
Its either I’m not ready, or they won’t catch my fall.
So just give me this chance, to show you the real me
So at least we'll have a chance, to see if we will be.