I can't hold this in any longer than it has been it's been over 4 years and you treated me like shit but yet i still love you how can this be? I tried so many times to get you out of my head but every time i try it doesn't work. How can i pretend i don't even know what's going on. I tried to hide it and it seems like you still may have feelings for me pepole tell me you been asking if i have a boyfriend. When i have bad days all i have to do is think of you and everything goes away thats bad i don't understand and i may not understand but what i do know is that i am still in love with you and i think i will be forever.
