[July 2, 2006]
At that time, my boyfriend and I were dating for one year and seven months (right now, we've been dating for two years and eight, going on to nine, months). This was also the day that I've finally met him in real life for the first time, given that our relationship is an online and long-distance one.
So, this happened when we were on our first date, which was at Disney's California Adventure. We were walking around, talking, spending time together. The whole time, we were holding hands, our fingers interlacing each other.
Continuing to look around, I saw this alley and, surprisingly, it led to the hotel of the place. We're just walking around, exploring it...
Then, in one part of the hotel, there was this hall that led to the lobby. This hall contained tiny round tables on both sides of the hall. On both sides of the tables were two chairs each.
Having walked around for too long with no rest, I was tired. So, I decided to settle at a table at the left side of the hall, setting down my cellphone, purse and jacket on the table. And having done so, I plopped into the right chair as my boyfriend went at the left.
For a few seconds (or minutes), we were silent, perhaps consumed into our own thoughts (most likely the thoughts being on happy that we've finally been able to see each other and all). And I settled into the chair, feeling my legs ache.
Then, my boyfriend calls me and I answer him. He tells me to come over to where he is.
Perplexed, I decided to get up, despite of how tired I was. I got over there and gave him a look of uncertainty, confusion, and concern, asking him what was it.
The next thing I knew... I was pulled down and, to my surprise, I was seated on his lap.
I sat there, facing him, feeling my face grow hot. I couldn't look at him in the eyes, feeling so shy.
We were talking to each other in whispers that time, enjoying each other's presence. Never have I felt safe until I felt what it was like to stay in his arms. I cuddled with him, relishing his warmth, one hand interlaced with his. My head was resting on his chest, hearing his heartbeat. I felt that I was in a dream, a dream I did not want to wake up from...
But I knew that, in my heart, that this was real. That finally meeting my boyfriend became a reality come true.
Then... He called me again quietly. Mumbling a yes in a questioning tone, he told me this:
"Look at me."
Shyly, I did, looking into his eyes. I saw his unconditional acceptance for me and kindness there.
Then, he made that unexpected move. With one hand, he tilted my head up by the chin to have me look at him. My heart was beating fast and my face couldn't have been any more hotter. Leaning down, he pressed his lips against mine, sending me into a blissful dream. This was not only my first kiss, but this was his first kiss too, making it all the more sweeter.
Later on, he told me he was planning to kiss my cheek again that time. But... Regardless of that, we were both very happy.
I love you very much, sweetie. I've had and will always love you, yes... Always, truly. The fact we've been almost together for three years, despite being in a long distance relationship, makes me truly happy...
At the same time, though, it makes me more than determined to prove everyone wrong that this relationship WILL work out. Even though we're far apart and unable to see or interact physically with each other, even though it is heartbreaking that we're not around for each other, I will not run away from this.
I've been through a lot with you to come this far... That hasn't stopped me then, won't stop me now. I will not run away because there have been promises with you that I've to keep...
Especially the promise behind the promise ring you'll give me this December as a third year anniversary present... That one will be a challenge, but I am more than willing to make it come true.
Because I want to always stay by your side. |
