about 2 weeks ago i lost the love of my life we were together for 2 years and 5 months he was the best thing that ever happend to me and he had to go away abouta year and a half ago for some trouble that he had gotten into and i waited around on him and i ended up doing something stupid about 3 months before he came home and got pregnant and he still stayed with me and then all at once he decides to tellme he fills like hes holding me back and that he loved me so much he hated and me and that he had another girl that is the hardest thing i think i have ever went threw i still wake up in the middle of the night looking at the phone to see if hes called or i go places just so maybe i can see him cause myheart fills like it has been ripped completly out and stomped out over and over every day as i wake up
