Jason was the love of my life. We had been together for 5 1/2 years. He was everything to me. There wasn't anything that I wouldn't do for him. That one day I ruined everything. I did the worst thing I could possibly do to a person. I took the trust and faith that I had in him and I through it down the drain. I accused him of cheating on me. I was told from a friend that he was involved with another girl. My life was shattered. Instead of me asking him I jumped to conclusions and I didn't even listen to him. Now my whole life, my committment, everything I lived is gone. Hopefully, in time he will forgive me and we will have the beautiful wedding we had planned. All I can say is I'm lost without him. I feel as though my best friend has died and I never got the chance to say goodbye.
