To the one I Loved.
It's been a little over a year and you are gone. I still can't bear the fact that you are not here. I think of it as you taking a long trip and will one day come back to me. I remember the times you would call me, leave notes on my car or even be outside of my door when I got home from work. I was afraid of the love you gave, so I ran from you. I ignored your phone calls, I told you no plenty of times. You kept coming back, somehow we would cross paths. I finally gave in a year later, and we made love, it was so pleasurable. That was the first time you told me you loved me. It took me four days later to return those same words. That day I called you, I wanted to see you, but you were busy. We planned to be together that weekend. I haven't heard from you, you didn't even say good-bye. Now a year later, I'm crying, you took my heart, now I feel like I can never love again. I have never felt this type hurt, I feel empty inside. I always look for you, hoping we would cross paths. I dream of you and think of you constantly. You took my heart and I want it back, I want you to bring it back to me, even if it's long enough for me to tell you how much I do love you.
I love you Tracy
