It's not that long,whatever i am going to write happened a few weeks from present. I have been in love before and i was some how forced to sacrifice my love before the crude world...the thought still sends shivers inside me.The one I loved was every thing I could desire...he was my sole inspiration...the very source of my happiness....but circumstances never went my way, I crashed and burned at the thought of loosing him and a day arrived when final decisions were made...I saw him leaving me alone on a path which we promised to walk on togather...I felt like dying...the stage was worse than death though I still remember I prayed like anythig for a peaceful death to over take me.Anyways he went away, I couldn't get hold of him....how I wished I could have a chance to hold him more...but now I view this as our chances rushed and chances missed.I was falling when my dear Lord felt a little pity for me....well to cut it short, He provide me with an angel.....when I was about to smash into the ground and without my acknowledgement, I was swiped off my feet, I, who thought to spend the rest of my life in solitude....was swift away by love, yeah once again.....well MY love loves me so much and I am proud of him....we are going to be married when I complete my masters in literature...he's so caring and gentle and above all he respect my feelings for my lost love and understands me very much.As for me well, what a girl like me who had doubts that she will ever love again can say except that she feels blessed to be loved by a guy like the one she is in love with at present. He is so giving and heart meltingly cute and he'll be , apart from being my constant source of happiness- my future husband.
all i can say is im the happiest gal in the whole world now!
