Me and Robert have been togeather togeather five years all togeather.when we first met i cheated on him within a few weeks.i thought i liked the other person better i was wrong. we have alwaya remained friends over the years no matter who the other was with.i have never found anyone i love more than him nor will i ever.we got togeathr again october2001 and were married october2002.i am so scared i am going to mess up that i do stuff that messes me up anyways.i i try so hard not to do anything to make him mad but i continue to fail.i hope the day never comes when i have to lay awake with only to wish that he was holding and loving me. i am only nineteen yet i could spend the rest of my life alone other than my precious four month old daughter mackenzie grace .
