I happened to know him when chatting in Biology chat room. He is a scientist and of course very excellent in plant. We met 4 months later as friends. I never know anyone like him before. I found he is my man of life and deeply in love with him. I didn't know that he is married, and has a daughter. What should I do? i asked myself. I decided to leave him but couldn't. Both of us didn't wanna leave all good things we had. I felt so terrible and even wanted to go far away to forget all. I didn't have the right to love him, he wasn't mine. But then he told me everything of his life, of unhappy marriage. They didn't stay with each other any more.I still felt bad but love him more and more.
Now he is free and we are planning for our marriage after i finish my study. I know we have to face with so many difficulties from our parents and his past. But I love him and he loves me. And i know i would regret all my life if i let him go. No one knows we are in love until our marriage .A secret love.That makes me feel bad and lonlely sometimes. But I need him in my life.
