I made a promise on your birthday,
That our friendship shall remain true.
But the promise shattered into pieces,
The day I met the person inside of you.
He's different than you my friend,
Yet you guys are the one and same.
He played too much with my emotions,
So I quit playing his friendship game.
Don't think for a second that I don't regret,
Throwing away a whole year of love.
But our friendship was already dying,
You just gave it one last ending shove.
You allowed your jealousy to control you,
Your anger was its partner in crime.
Instead of fixing what was already broken,
You broke what can't be fixed with time.
Maybe I am selfish or unforgiving,
For saving myself in your time of need,
But you're the one who pushed me away,
I was just following your first lead.
I miss the way our laughter joins in harmony,
And the way your smile brightens up my day.
I miss the brilliance of the whole world,
I miss the colors before this eternal gray.
I want to forgive you and start all over,
But everyone tells me to just move on.
Should I listen to them and walk away,
Or should I help find what's already gone.
