No matter what I do he creeps into my mind. I try so hard to get over him; it's been years and I cannot. I cannot begin to express the love I have for him and our world together is a big secret. we grew up together, first as friends, than as kissing partners. He stole away my purity and hurt my feelings more than anyone ever could. I never knew how he could do this to me but he did. I still loved him but I tried to move on. Now when I want to get away from the one I'm with to be with my love, I can't. But we hold our secret bond together close and I only pray that one day I'll win his heart...and be his bride.
