I met a guy he was so sweet i thought we were in love. it seemed so perfect, almost so perfect i thought i was dreeming. everything changed though, it dident take long.
he started hiting me, locking me inside, and feeding me with drugs. i was so druged out i feelt so lost and i dident know what i was doing.
he erased all my friends and my family from my life, i still stayed there scared of what would happen when i left.
he was my first love but what i was looking at wasent love it was tourcher.
i had so much pain and hurt built up inside me i feelt like i couldent breath.
finally i left, my mum and my friends, that i had lost helped me through.
then 6 months later i met another guy. i diddent take thing to fast this time. but he turned out to be the best guy ive ever had he makes me feel so loved and wanted. i never thought i would feel this way again. ive been with him for 5 months now.
